The Believer 🌻
cherry blossoms die, lonely breeze
your mind a wisp, not how you treat
crisp covered pavement of leaves
a beating heart, failing to the beat
skies crying in blue
salt in wound, you caught a flue
your mirage dreams in temporary pocket
bottled up emotions in a locket
belonging to someone and you
face in mirror, no longer calling it you
cherry tree closed her aura
bending down opposite to sunlight
for an unpainted moment that rained
someone you cannot call yours again
amidst the wants, jaded dreams
‘i will do better’ next time
i live in same pool of insecurities
when will it get better or rhyme
in a world of tireless tasks
each head carries same question and asks
fear to be crushed,
for it is a game to divert the mind
carry an infinite dreams in line
fulfilled in each step of promise
What do you listen to while you work?
I usually listen to Spotify podcasts that convey messages about self-improvement, improving habits, and rectifying old habits.
One Spotify podcast I came across this year is called “The Psychology in Your 20s.” It discusses how we deal with problems at school or college. Right now, I’m in college, so I’m particularly interested in the episodes that emphasize dealing with college life.
I still get overwhelmed quickly and probably doubt myself sometimes.
Additionally, I listen to a lot of meditation music. Meditation playlists have a calming effect and really work if you put your mind to it. Some people might think that meditation brings anxiety because it makes us focus on our bodies. However, just like any habit, the more you practice, the better you get. Meditation simply requires patience and practice. It truly works if you have both.
air filled aroma of greenery
a bird’s quirk in the fallen leaf
leaves fallen with grace
the grass in the distance
shines evergreen
bits and pieces of nature
in a simple essense of comfort
i hope today is a new day. i’m improving myself. my emotions are processing.
and when they are well processed.
the dusk and dawn align to bring out the harmony i desired in my life.
even though i’m stressed within
i wish to create an art of this mess
whatever could be fulfilled the journey promises
i hope everything turned the present for good.
If it makes sense one day, i will be resting at the door.
Growing up, I realized that if I follow someone else, if I give priority to what others are doing, then I won’t get it done.
It has happened with me. I find myself watching others improve in their tasks, thinking, “Hello, it’s not me.” My focus has shifted to what they’re doing, and it’s not me anymore.
Instead of focusing on my path, I was comparing myself to others. This comparison stole my time, energy, and self-confidence. I realized that everyone’s journey is different, and what works for others might not work for me.
Another barrier was the fear of failure. I was afraid to take risks, to step out of my comfort zone. But I learned that failure is part of the process. Each setback is a lesson that brings me closer to my goals.
Procrastination was also holding me back. I would delay my tasks, thinking I had more time. But dreams require consistent effort and dedication. I had to teach myself to take small steps every day.
Lastly, a lack of clarity made it difficult to achieve my dreams. I didn’t have a clear vision or plan. Once I defined my goals and created a roadmap, it became easier to stay focused and motivated.
Now, I focus on my growth and progress. I celebrate my achievements, no matter how small, and keep pushing forward. My dreams are within reach because I believe in myself and stay committed to my journey.
Which activities make you lose track of time?
Oversleeping, when I don’t have control over it. Sometimes, despite setting alarms and planning to wake up early, I find myself sleeping through them or hitting the snooze button multiple times.
Talking with a friend more than usual. Usually, when the conversation gets too lengthy. Because we don’t know whom we would talk to on a particular day, a sudden call over the phone with a friend makes the conversation longer than usual.
Reading an engaging book. Sometimes, a good book can be so captivating that hours pass without me noticing. I find myself lost in the story, turning page after page, until I suddenly realize how much time has gone by.
Watching a compelling series or movie. It’s easy to get absorbed in the plot and characters, especially with cliffhangers at the end of episodes. Before I know it, I’ve watched multiple episodes or even an entire season.
Engaging in a hobby. Whether it’s painting, writing, or playing an instrument, getting into a creative flow can make time fly. The process of creating something can be so immersive that I lose track of time completely.
Working on a project or task. Sometimes, when I’m deeply focused on a work or study project, I can become so engrossed that I don’t notice the hours slipping away. This often happens when I’m in a state of flow, where everything else fades into the background..
I walked down the lane,
discovered a hidden path.
Not of stone and earth,
but of thoughts and heart.
Each step revealed
a truth long concealed.
A whisper of who I am,
beyond the noise, a silent calm.
In the stillness, I found
a place where I belong.
Not in the world around,
but in my soul, strong.
if lovers had a place to go
catch glance of the unholy places
for they hunt love in tigers claws
unbitten nails regime careless behaviour
don’t be mistaken for the show
of fragile promises and white lies
sigh
burn all your created lives
warned by daunted thorns
seeking out a road to be free from
myself trampled on the wrong tail
say ‘no’ and you will never miss it again
I don’t prefer a comfort zone. It’s boring. I feel lazy when I’m just lying in bed and staring at a wall. It’s boring when I’m doing nothing. Being productive, getting things done, and then taking a well-deserved rest is much more stimulating for the brain.
Getting out of your comfort zone helps you work faster: When you have a mindset that enjoys working, you become more productive. It helps you make the most of your time.
Repetition creates a habit: When you consistently work, it becomes a habit. This helps you avoid unnecessary rest and allows you to manage your duties more accurately.
You feel good when you know you’re a workaholic: A workaholic doesn’t take time for granted. They keep working, knowing that hard work pays off and will make sense in the long run.
All work doesn’t have to be perfect: Getting out of your comfort zone and just working has made me realize that it’s okay not to be perfect. What matters is that I’m doing something instead of doing nothing.
In conclusion, a comfort zone is definitely needed for us to relax in stressful situations. It allows you to reflect on what went wrong initially in your personal life and gives you the chance to rectify shortcomings from your mind. You can give time to yourself, realize what mistakes you have made, and plan your future accordingly. However, consistently staying in your comfort zone can lead to laziness and boredom. That’s why it’s better to step out of it, work whenever you have the opportunity, and value your time more.
Bidisha⁷ 