i asked to be the flower, not the bouque
you were taking the chance on me
dark was your fantasy, your desires
“change in me”brought fear
i found love wild and brave
narcissm smells blur, when i suffered like crazy too
admitting you were dominant to gain all
losing and gaining is a cycle
we learnt to live with the pain
i still can be the blooming flower in bouquet
treasuring all gifts you sent
reaching upto you was my dream
driving with my family down the ridges
streets that gently whispered, like air so freshly fallen in winter
was all i can picture it even now
that “never let go” feeling brought me in december
every road turn my dad took, every hustle down the street
skipped up my heartbeat
all just to give you my presence
comfort went on, my heart so pure
met you the long way and i thought sparks would fly
what made you think you cant get rid of me
trust is the only thing that brought fear
you turned your back in span of two years
acted like i never existed, perhaps blind was the only line
all i expected was a rainbow, not dust
dear if you know, that desire spoke for my innocence
me coming back after a year now, almost, cause the last time i wrote was on my birthday month
do people now even have to check out writings? read them in detail? do people even care?
i missed everyone who made interactions with me on this wordpress journey
– 🌻
The world in extreme turmoil with the increasing Covid 19 cases. The world needs peace…
Wishing to bring it by poetry
Before the twilight falls
All that she hopes is to walk away
Beyond the horizon where sunshine calls
Before this sheer rush turns her cold
Maybe to seek for a place
Gently urging towards skyfall
To move out of this war
Find the brighter side in haze
Somewhat to be like a Fontana…
Reminiscing the present, I’ll let you know,
The world in its flaws
Vanishing hopes, struggling faces
Was it ever forseen in your vision?
For I’ll let you know
This deadly killer “corona” as it is called so
Regenerating at its swiftest pace
Utters turn to cries, cries turn to roars
It’s uncontrollable, we lack swords
The land of luxury, the land of castles
A situation of turmoil, increasing number of obstacles
Should we revive history?
Never expected a combat, bloodshed in memory
All that we leave for the generations are scars
Would you call this a 3rd World War?
Stay healthy, Stay Safe 🌻
At the lambent stars she gazes upon,
A hustle of doubt in her heart
An enchanted feeling within
She wasn’t really bewildered
Hoping to rise again
Fairy dust, fireflies brighten the evening
Starlight flickering straight at her eye
Her lashes closed slowly, she didn’t weep
Whisper of a shooting star
She smiled…
Happy to be in her own crown again!
Added as a member on the 31st
For the pleasure of Halloween
Left out proudly on the 7th
69 hooligans ranked me less than a queen
Every minute, they create is a shitty mess
Way too proud of themselves; poorly without sense
Well, I’ve never been fragile
Always stronger than their perfume.
My polite attitude was a poison to them
My aura was halfway destroyed,
By their ugly and dark intentions
Cause HOOLIGANTRESS’S head got paranoid
They are “hoes” without feelings;
I’m not a fool to be trapped on their “Uri Tarded”
Perhaps this poem is beyond their approach
Cause what kills me inside is LAWRENCIUM COCKROACH!
Shout-out to my haters!
Winter stars falling in my view
It’s only the blue sky apart
Cause the month is brand new
Am I ready with a Christmas card?
Let this be the moment
For the dew, mist, haze & snow
Bells ringing down my apartment
Greetings, hug, kisses and a gentle bow
Feel the joy; of course not the cold!
At this hour of time, I daydream hard
Fearing for December’s departure though
Is not in my thoughts
As I promise to celebrate Christmas under the mistletoe!
You’re definitely the shooting star
Kinda bright, fainting apart
It’s in my clear vision
All the reminiscence you’ve brought in the season
Lash of an eye twinkles
And when you fade, it drizzles
Hearts been left reluctantly lonely
The turquoise sky looks dreamy
It’s surely not the moment tonight
Shooting star, how do you even appear?
Room created in my heart, for your arrival
Words only explained in silence
Nothing’s over now
Is this only what we’ve left?
Like a moment for bliss
Maybe a wish?
Just wanted to express “birthday wishes” to the most loved one 🍰
Wise words, universe, cosmic entity,
The letters that matter
Undoubtedly binds him completely,
Causes the bewildered soul’s doubt to shatter.
He’s my knock at the door;
At the time, very right
Could explain things taking me for a world tour,
He has already driven away the dark night;
My bewildered soul sees only daylight
It’s his day, his moment, his golden hour
The angels probably showers him all the glitters,
Almighty already wishing luck from the tallest tower;
Through all ways, his good luck charm twinkles!
As at this very special moment,
We celebrate his BIRTHDAY!
Bidisha⁷ 